I have been keeping company with Sadness today.
Sadness was a frequent guest last year. When the new year brought new loss, he set-up camp. I did not invite him, but he does not leave.
Most of the time, I find his company bearable. He is not usually oppressive. Present, but only passively imposing himself. Most days, I hold my focus on Happiness, and Sadness lurks in the shadows. I can almost convince myself he isn’t even there.
Then I turn a corner just a moment too soon, and come face-to-face with my old enemy. A painful confrontation. I am suddenly reminded of all that is lost, and Happiness is unseated.
Happiness is always fleeting.
Ah, but I have learned not to depend on Happiness. She is my fickle friend. Hope is my true and steady friend; always near. I take her hand and face Sadness down.
❤
From the blog
Stay up to date with the latest from our blog.
-
Gluten Free Chocolate Chip Cookies That Taste Like REAL Cookies!
Eureka! The Saxophone Player doesn’t like many sweets, but he loves chocolate chip cookies. Tonight, I have found the best gluten free, chocolate chip cookie…
-
What Else Matters, Really?
This song just started playing, and it hit me deep in my spirit. Does that ever happen to you? Music is so visceral, but some…
-
7 Questions to Ask Your Church
While children’s safety from sexual predators in church is always on the forefront of my mind, having a grandchild has made this issue very personal…
-
We’re Not Only Human
As I was putting dinner in the oven tonight (roast chicken, in case you were wondering), I began to reconsider sharing this post. I fear people being offended. I fear people thinking the wrong thing. But, the Holy Spirit nudged me along. Keep going, Caroline. This isn’t for you. That means it might be for…
-
Saturday Evening Post: 10/6/18
Eh. Mexican Cornbread Pie for dinner. LINK We have bats in our attic. Isn’t that funny? Disrespect and the ministry kind of go hand-in-hand. It’s annoying. Purposeful, but annoying. An old friend once said, “We need our stuff, because it’s how our children know they’re home.” I loved that. I wonder what stuff Hannah recognizes as…
-
A Short Story
Looking through some old files, I found this bit of fiction. Sharing quickly, and as is—before I edit it to death or think about it twice. THAI FOOD “Let’s not make it too easy for her. Remember, she doesn’t know half what she’ll know twenty years from then.” “Well, sure, but we can’t make her…
Blog
Welcome to a world of limitless possibilities, where the journey is as exhilarating as the destination, and where every moment is an opportunity to make your mark on the canvas of existence. The only limit is the extent of your imagination.
-
As I was putting dinner in the oven tonight (roast chicken, in case you were wondering), I began to reconsider sharing this post. I fear people being offended. I fear people thinking the wrong thing. But, the Holy Spirit nudged me along. Keep going, Caroline. This isn’t for you. That means it might be for…
-
Eh. Mexican Cornbread Pie for dinner. LINK We have bats in our attic. Isn’t that funny? Disrespect and the ministry kind of go hand-in-hand. It’s annoying. Purposeful, but annoying. An old friend once said, “We need our stuff, because it’s how our children know they’re home.” I loved that. I wonder what stuff Hannah recognizes as…
-
Looking through some old files, I found this bit of fiction. Sharing quickly, and as is—before I edit it to death or think about it twice. THAI FOOD “Let’s not make it too easy for her. Remember, she doesn’t know half what she’ll know twenty years from then.” “Well, sure, but we can’t make her…
-
Gregans, Again!
I will be posting about the wedding under the tab above called, “Gregans, Again!” Check it out, and be sure to RSVP! I cannot exactly tell you what to expect, but I know there will be great music, amazing cake, and a wedding ceremony. I hope you’re there, too!
-
2014 in Review
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog. Here’s an excerpt: A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 820 times in 2014. If it were a cable car, it would take about 14 trips to carry that many people. Click here to see the…
-
Rejected, Not Dejected*
I have been thinking today about rejection and failure. They are experiences that seem to go hand-in-hand. When we are rejected, we feel that we have failed. We interpret the rejection as a statement against us: I’m not good enough. So, then, we try to be better. We work to please. We think there must be…
-
Home Now
I have never been away from home for two months. It was a really long time for me, and sometimes it was pretty hard. But, you know how it is, right? When you believe you are doing the right thing, you keep your focus on the priority and press on. There’s just about nothing we…
-
Stop Hating Fat
I sincerely try not to share any link to skin, but this is important. Today I read an article about the new Calvin Klein model. Her name is Myla Delbesio, and she is getting a lot of attention for being plus-sized. How plus-sized? She is a whopping size 10. Yes, you read that right. Here…
Blog
Welcome to a world of limitless possibilities, where the journey is as exhilarating as the destination, and where every moment is an opportunity to make your mark on the canvas of existence. The only limit is the extent of your imagination.
Latest episodes
Our latest, ready for you to listen
-
We’re Not Only Human
As I was putting dinner in the oven tonight (roast chicken, in case you were wondering), I began to reconsider sharing this post. I fear people being offended. I fear people thinking the wrong thing. But, the Holy Spirit nudged me along. Keep going, Caroline. This isn’t for you. That means it might be for…
-
Saturday Evening Post: 10/6/18
Eh. Mexican Cornbread Pie for dinner. LINK We have bats in our attic. Isn’t that funny? Disrespect and the ministry kind of go hand-in-hand. It’s annoying. Purposeful, but annoying. An old friend once said, “We need our stuff, because it’s how our children know they’re home.” I loved that. I wonder what stuff Hannah recognizes as…
-
A Short Story
Looking through some old files, I found this bit of fiction. Sharing quickly, and as is—before I edit it to death or think about it twice. THAI FOOD “Let’s not make it too easy for her. Remember, she doesn’t know half what she’ll know twenty years from then.” “Well, sure, but we can’t make her…
Blog
Welcome to a world of limitless possibilities, where the journey is as exhilarating as the destination, and where every moment is an opportunity to make your mark on the canvas of existence. The only limit is the extent of your imagination.
-
As I was putting dinner in the oven tonight (roast chicken, in case you were wondering), I began to reconsider sharing this post. I fear people being offended. I fear people thinking the wrong thing. But, the Holy Spirit nudged me along. Keep going, Caroline. This isn’t for you. That means it might be for…
-
Eh. Mexican Cornbread Pie for dinner. LINK We have bats in our attic. Isn’t that funny? Disrespect and the ministry kind of go hand-in-hand. It’s annoying. Purposeful, but annoying. An old friend once said, “We need our stuff, because it’s how our children know they’re home.” I loved that. I wonder what stuff Hannah recognizes as…
-
Looking through some old files, I found this bit of fiction. Sharing quickly, and as is—before I edit it to death or think about it twice. THAI FOOD “Let’s not make it too easy for her. Remember, she doesn’t know half what she’ll know twenty years from then.” “Well, sure, but we can’t make her…
Blog
Welcome to a world of limitless possibilities, where the journey is as exhilarating as the destination, and where every moment is an opportunity to make your mark on the canvas of existence. The only limit is the extent of your imagination.
Subscribe
Enter your email below to receive updates.
-
Gregans, Again!
I will be posting about the wedding under the tab above called, “Gregans, Again!” Check it out, and be sure to RSVP! I cannot exactly tell you what to expect, but I know there will be great music, amazing cake, and a wedding ceremony. I hope you’re there, too!
-
2014 in Review
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog. Here’s an excerpt: A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 820 times in 2014. If it were a cable car, it would take about 14 trips to carry that many people. Click here to see the…
-
Rejected, Not Dejected*
I have been thinking today about rejection and failure. They are experiences that seem to go hand-in-hand. When we are rejected, we feel that we have failed. We interpret the rejection as a statement against us: I’m not good enough. So, then, we try to be better. We work to please. We think there must be…
-
Home Now
I have never been away from home for two months. It was a really long time for me, and sometimes it was pretty hard. But, you know how it is, right? When you believe you are doing the right thing, you keep your focus on the priority and press on. There’s just about nothing we…
-
Stop Hating Fat
I sincerely try not to share any link to skin, but this is important. Today I read an article about the new Calvin Klein model. Her name is Myla Delbesio, and she is getting a lot of attention for being plus-sized. How plus-sized? She is a whopping size 10. Yes, you read that right. Here…
-
Gregans, Again!
I will be posting about the wedding under the tab above called, “Gregans, Again!” Check it out, and be sure to RSVP! I cannot exactly tell you what to expect, but I know there will be great music, amazing cake, and a wedding ceremony. I hope you’re there, too!
-
2014 in Review
The WordPress.com stats helper monkeys prepared a 2014 annual report for this blog. Here’s an excerpt: A San Francisco cable car holds 60 people. This blog was viewed about 820 times in 2014. If it were a cable car, it would take about 14 trips to carry that many people. Click here to see the…
-
Rejected, Not Dejected*
I have been thinking today about rejection and failure. They are experiences that seem to go hand-in-hand. When we are rejected, we feel that we have failed. We interpret the rejection as a statement against us: I’m not good enough. So, then, we try to be better. We work to please. We think there must be…
-
Home Now
I have never been away from home for two months. It was a really long time for me, and sometimes it was pretty hard. But, you know how it is, right? When you believe you are doing the right thing, you keep your focus on the priority and press on. There’s just about nothing we…
-
Stop Hating Fat
I sincerely try not to share any link to skin, but this is important. Today I read an article about the new Calvin Klein model. Her name is Myla Delbesio, and she is getting a lot of attention for being plus-sized. How plus-sized? She is a whopping size 10. Yes, you read that right. Here…
The Saxophone Player's Wife 